Monday, March 14
its been almost a full year since me and my ex broke up. i really didn't think i would make it this far. well, i knew, i just didn't want to accept it, because that would be giving in to the reality that she was gone. it hurt like hell to watch her go from the love of my life, to someone i dont even know anymore. i dont know who the next girl is going to be, but this time im gonna do it better. and im not going to settle for anything less than what i deserve. the hard part is finding that girl. around here the only girls i hear about are sluts, stuck up bitches, or straight up crazy. sometimes i wonder if theres some lonely girl out there, hoping and wishing a guy like me would come her way. if only i were so lucky.